Vicky jej priateľ zlomil srdce, keď zistila, že ju podvádza. Potom sa celý jej život otočil doslova naruby a za posledný rok sa brutálne zmenila. A to nielen vnútorne, ale aj výzorom. Vicky totiž výrazne schudla, a to bez toho, aby cvičila alebo diétovala.

 

„Na prvej fotke vyzerám možno zdravo, chudo, telo je svalnatejšie, no nebolo to o tom, že by som strávila hodiny v posilňovni alebo som jedla zdravo... Takto som schudla preto, že som sa totálne vzdala a moje srdce bolo príliš zlomené na to, aby som vôbec jedla,“ priznáva.
V tom čase sa mala totiž vydávať, no po odhalení nevery svojho partnera zrušila celú svadbu, zásnuby a poslala ho kade ľahšie. To však neznemená, že sa netrápila a toto rozhodnutie ju stálo aj zopár kíl.

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Another week finished at my fave place in the world & as always leaving @juicemasterretreats has made me reflective- it was almost exactly a year ago from when I was last here & as you may be able to see from these pictures- it’s been a transitional period indeed. This 1st body might look healthy, might look lean & toned- but it wasn’t the product of hours in the gym, yoga classes or healthy eating- it was the product of almost giving up. Of actually being too heartbroken & lost to eat. I just couldn’t bring myself to eat or care about anything. All I could focus on was all the negative. This girl didn’t sleep, & when she did she would wake up crying & shaking, I had anxiety, I was stressed. I was so petrified of my own phone ringing & there being more bad news I was scared to pick it up but at the same time needing it near me as some sort of emotional crutch or security blanket. I spent my week away posting a slew of half naked pictures in some sort of desperate & misguided act of defiance. As if by showing the world that I was thin & toned I was showing them I was somehow ok & strong. Underneath it all I wasn’t- I was drowning in the grief of a lost best friend, a lost relationship & the loss of the future I had planned for myself. Fast forward a year and I am a different person. Now don’t get me wrong, I’ve got a couple extra lumps and bumps that I’d prefer weren’t there and I’ve definitely added to my cellulite collection but I AM HAPPY! Do you know what I see when I look at the 2nd picture? A girl who wouldn’t give up. Who has fought for what she knows she deserves. I see my amazing year filled with love, laughter & beautiful people. I see my late night nuggets in bed with a remarkable man, I see silly nights out with the girls I couldn’t live without. I see Pt sessions and charity bike rides, adventures with my mam- I see strength 💙 (I also see nipples so sorry about that- it was abit chilly 😂) This is just a little reminder for anyone struggling- all those old cliches are true. Time is the best healer, you will look back and laugh, what is meant for you will not pass you by and it will get better.. .. oh so much better. Mark my words ♥️

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Aj keď sa teda možno mnohým zdala zdravšia či nebodaj krajšia, opak bol pravdou. „Nemohla som donútiť samú seba, aby som jedla, alebo vlastne, aby som robila čokoľvek. Bola som na dne, bola som v strese,“ spomína.

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Over the Christmas period I will be enjoying a balanced diet... and by that I mean a gin in one hand and a cake/mince pie/turkey leg/fist full of quality street in the other... so I’m balanced and don’t fall over... 😂😍🍸✨😂🧁 Lovely afternoon spent in @menagerie_restaurant catching up with my wonderful friends, eating, drinking and laughing... THANKYOU for having us guys, your afternoon tea is to die for ♥️🧁 Oh and this is Kingsley... he’s cuter than a bunny in a bow tie.. THANKYOU for letting him be my date for the afternoon @e_j_lang and @letthecreatorscreate 😍 and before anyone asks YES I am still broody and after spending time with this perfect little human the sound of my ovaries screaming was deafening 😂

Príspevok, ktorý zdieľa Vicky Pattison (@vickypattison),

V tom čase zverejňovala na internete svoju dokonalú postavičku, lebo jednoducho chcela, aby si ľudia mysleli, že je v pohode... Tak to však vôbec nebolo. Teraz teda stratené kilá získala spať, ale je oveľa spokojnejšia a ako sama hovorí, získala naspať sebavedomie.

„Viete, na čo myslím teraz, keď sa pozriem na seba do zrkadla? Dievča, ktoré sa nevzdalo. Dievča, ktoré bojovalo za to, čo si zaslúži. Vidím ženu, ktorá je naplnená láskou, smiechom a obklopená skvelými ľuďmi. Vidím večere, na ktoré ma berie moja nová láska, party so svojimi kamarátkami, bez ktorých by som to nezvládla,“ dodala.